let God

Tears stream down my face.
Overcome with many emotions.
Angry, sad, pain, exhaustion.
Tired. Feels like I’ve been fighting my way out of quicksand for 10 years. Usually I have a ninja spirit, ready to conquer any challenge.
But then there are some days like this that I give up. I have nothing left in me to fight. No energy. No passion. Nothing.
So I let go and let God.

5 Comments (+add yours?)

  1. racanuck
    Feb 10, 2013 @ 13:03:08

    Hang in there!

    Reply

    • the unleashed deb
      Feb 10, 2013 @ 13:18:15

      Thanks so much! That was written after a doctor visit. I got diagnosed with sacroiliitis (inflammation in one of the joints in the hip area). I now have 4-6 weeks of mostly bed rest ahead of me. Ugh! Slight set back, but I will attack this challenge! :)

      Reply

  2. Larrah
    Mar 08, 2013 @ 08:16:27

    I’m so sorry for this added painful setback. Doggone it. Its so frustrating and disheartening I’m sure in top of the pain itself. Hugs and love sent your way. Here to talk if you need me.

    Reply

    • the unleashed deb
      Mar 08, 2013 @ 08:51:23

      Thanks Larrah! That was the day I was diagnosed with sacroiliitis (inflammation in a hip joint). So frustrating. After 4 weeks bed rest, I believe it has healed and my sanity still somewhat intact. Better days to come. :)

      Reply

      • Larrah
        Mar 16, 2013 @ 14:18:04

        Wow, my mind was off when reading your blog post… not realizing this wasn’t a recent post. LOL. So glad though you were able to rest, heal and see better days!

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